I'm single and divorced two boys don't live at home on our own doing well I've been alone for 6 years no dates perhaps I wanted it that way or not feeling confident again because of the doors lost everything not much to give but myself. I need my self-esteem my true self. I am better with another I am strong alone but have lost confidence with the opposite gender. Needing someone to trust. I work hard I always have it is what I have now only. Starting over again pretty much it's a slow roll.
Hobbies or anything that keeps me outside keeps moving like a surf Snow ski. Skydive although I spend some years. I like to play baseball softball football as well although it hurts more than it used to. Funny thing is I don't like to run just run. My job is physical heavy and hard and I like it.
A successful one one that can be the breadwinner I won't stop working I never will I want to see what it's like when the other one the bread I bring home the butter. I've done that twice both cheated on me wives I mean how much do you give a woman till she doesn't want anything else or any more I haven't found that out yet. All the attention they need most everything they wanted the sex so what intimacy that's love sex don't mind it but sometimes I felt like running. I need a good strong partner intelligent beautiful eyes of the beholder. Beautiful in heart and soul is what I really want. Looks are secondary maybe third. A woman who knows when I'm joking but doesn't react like I am. Want to have a sense of humor a woman who likes to roughhouse. My friend as I will be hers. I give my all.